Saturday, April 14, 2007

Who's the Ba'athist?

Honestly, we Iraqis are really suffering from the problem of Identity, it's quite difficult to define our identities in a word, saying that we are just Iraqis is such a higher stage that we are not going to reach soon. Nowadays, ID are Shia'i or Sunni!
Before that we had those clashes between the different ideologies controlled the Iraqi society - if not societies - among the last century and especially before the American Invasion. Ba'athism, communism, and Shia party (Da'awa) but the last one wasn't that famous or important back then. Before the Ba'athists took control over Iraq, we haven't seen any real hate and fight between Iraqis (Here I'm talking about those who are into politics and culture etc), we had this sense of respecting the multiculturism in our society and the other Ideologies. But by the time of Ba'athists and especially Saddam (Go back to Nabeel's song- a book about an Iraqi poet living in London) we had a real BATTLE in Iraq. And those dark emotions were moving from a generation to the next. In my case, I have an extreme hate toward Ba'athists, I just hate them, I want to erase them from the face of world, if they are 4 millions, so what? we can kick those out of Iraq as they did to more millions of Iraqis. But my feelings were making me blind that I was believing anybody who was telling me that this or that writer has written a poem about Saddam saying that He's the fucking Arab hero! I was believing anything because I was under the feeling of REVENGE!
I forgot that there are thousands of Iraqis inside Iraq who had to say that they r Ba’athists so they can live and feed their families, I forgot that all the teachers and doctors and other employees had to say that they are Ba'athists to get a job. My country is really tough to live in.
I still believe that every Ba'athist who harmed an Iraqi has to be punished by being kicked out or sent to jail (I'm against Capital punishment).
We have to notice that Iraqis are sometimes harsh to each other that u c Iraqi writers, artists, politicians fighting each other and say that this or that was with Saddam. It's a new movement in the Iraqi society. An easy one. A movement that never existed in any other societies where the brothers eat each other.

God Help my Iraq (if there's a God!) ~~

Friday, April 13, 2007

What's the wrong with Israel?

If u meet any Arab talking about Kurds, north of Iraq, or the current Iraqi government, he will immediately tell you that THEY ARE DEALING SECRETLY WITH ISRAEL! So WHAT?!
I'm as an Iraqi prefer to deal with Israel rather than some fanatic Arabs, those cheaters who were crying when Saddam was executed. At less, Israel wants to have some economical deals with us, something for our own benefit, and their own benefit too. Arabs still think that the only thing Israel thinks of is to establish their homeland that starts from Egypt and ends at Iraq. BULLSHIT! They just wanted a home after what Hitler did to them, and after what Muslims did to them over and over, MOTHERFUCKERS!
I have no problem with Israel. Of course, I'm against those Israeli soldiers who kill ppl, but I'm against those Palestinian bombers as well as I'm against those Arabs and Shameful Iraqi bombers.
Stopping Arabs from putting their noses in our stuff is one of the most important steps to get our Iraq back ~~

EVEN THE KURDS!


I'm one of those people who believe in an independency for Kurds. It's really hard to imagine my country divided and some of its parts are taken off, but still, Kurds have the right to have their own country. To me, they have their own culture, nation, ethnicity, language etc. so they have the right to have their own country away from An Arab manipulate. Honestly, I found many Arabs don't like the idea of KURDISTAN coz they are afraid that Kurds will take Karkuk. If we go back to the statistics about people lived in Karkuk, we will find the majority of them are Turkmen! which says that this argument about the Kurdish Karkuk is bullshit! To me, it doesn't really matter if the Kurds took it; taking Karkuk doesn't mean that Iraq will live in poverty, Iraq never depended on Oil in the first level.
Anyways, While I was hanging online I found a blog that brought an important issue goin on in Kurdistan about arresting a writer who was swearing on Massoud Barzani. The blogger is criticizing this silence being held by the Kurdish mass media especially the Kurdish-English ones.
It seems to me that the Kurdish experience with Democracy seems similar to the Iraqi one. It seems as if the whole Orient is the whole fucking Orient. I haven't believed in the terms "Orient” and "Occident" till I read Edward Said's book "Orientalism - 1978". but now reading stuff about Oriental non- Arabs experiences with democracy, it all seem similar. Those experiences tell us that the people in the Middle-East are not yet ready to have democracy, they don't have this liberal mentality or awareness. Too obscurantist!
That's why we see the Kurdish media too afraid to talk about the arrested writer, that's why the Iraqis elected this fucking fucked up fucker Abdulaziz Al-Hakim. That's why the 80% of the Algerian ppl elected Islamic fuckers, etc ..

As Ziad Al- Rahbany once said: "Hek sha'ab bado hek hokoma" = This type of people deserve this type of government".

Thursday, April 12, 2007

It’s always ISLAM!

Each religion has its history of violence against human kind. Judaism has along history of violence and harsh killing, the last time Judaism had that history was by the beginning of building up Israel, the promising land. Christianity, as well, had that history especially with the wars between Catholics and protestants that lasted among 30 years and now it’s being shown in Bush’s speeches and actions. But I think that Islam had only few periods of time where it didn’t have a violent history. Starting up with the creator of Islam, Prophet Mohammed, we see a very violent guy that made a whole history based on violence or swords! Sometimes, I say it might be just the Arab way in living, the violent under the name of courage and brave men, maybe it was just their way in sorting stuff out! But, when I read the Quran over and over, see those Arabs and Muslims abusing their women and homosexuals and being discriminative against this or that, I just can’t hold myself from cursing Mohammed. This guy who married over 10 women, went into war and killed husbands and took their wives and married them immediately. The guy who thinks that any relation between the two genders leads to sex and then to death. This guy who made out of sex a big fucking deal! The guy who limited the freedom of women more than before where the woman wasn’t wearing Hijab as a part of religion but for weather stuff. She was traveling alone, she was getting married to several husbands at the same time! (Reference: go back to the book “About the woman” – by the Iraqi scholar Hadi Al-alawi).
And that violent History continued to exist in the Arab and the Islamic worlds till now but now it takes more fucked up faces where you see people living under the conflict between being westernized or liberal and being an Islamic fanatic. Some Muslims made new corrected versions out of Islam that fit their style of life and their ambitions like Turkey and Tunis. But others just stuck to the old Islam with following all the details in a very stupid way like Al-Qaeda and K.S.A.
See, I’m one of those who believe that Al-Qaeda is just one of the American government’s inventions; another plan to sneak in to Afghanistan and the third world in a “legal” way. However, when I say that, I don’t refer to everybody who worked for Al-Qaeda but I refer to Bin laden and the other leaders in specific; the minds of Al-Qaeda. They are the brain washers, they are worse than Mohammed himself because they didn’t even believe in Mohammed’s theory but abused it to get to their goals. They used the words of Mohammed and his fantasist myths about God sending angels to talk to him and ask him to talk on behalf of God etc. God is a scary thing for the Arab mentality and maybe for the whole oriental mentality. Once Imam Ali said: “there are 3 types of worshipers: one that obeys God because they are slaves who are scared from the punishment. The second obeys God because they are gravy traders who don’t want God to take their money away from them. And the last group is the one that obeys God because they love him”. Saying so, Al-Qaeda chose the first group, the slaves, to achieve its goals. The slaves are more likely to bomb themselves because they have an anger against the life, they don’t love life, they like to take lives away because life made them suffer a lot. And telling them that taking lives away will make them get rewarded by God is ROCK!
Islam is Islam, the violent religion, and it won’t stop being so till they lock the religion in a basement or mosques as the Christians did lock their religion in the churches.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Wish U were In Iraq ..

Yesterday, I watched a documentary talking about Iraqi Jews. I watched their faces in details, heard their words carefully, and imagined their whole story.
Haven't heard any bad things about Iraqi Jews during my whole life, they have been always part of our community till some fuckers kicked them out under the name of the fucking Arab Nationalism -- this Fucker, Jamal Abdulnaser, he's such a Jerk -- Jews in Iraq monitored Music and Arts, they were very creative and friendly, never defined themselves as Jews but Iraqis.
"They sold us as a bunch of goats!" an Iraqi Jew in Israel said and laughed in a sad and sarcastic way.

Sometimes, dad tells me that Iraq always kills its sorts of beauty, and Jews were one of those sorts.

Sorry if we killed ur Iraqi soul, it's us who lost other faithful Iraqis.

GENERAL, YOUR TANK IS A POWERFUL VEHICLE

GENERAL, YOUR TANK IS A POWERFUL VEHICLE
It smashes down forests and crushes a hundred men.
But it has one defect:It needs a driver.
General, your bomber is powerful.
It flies faster than a storm and carries more than an elephant.
But it has one defect:It needs a mechanic.
General, man is very useful.
He can fly and he can kill.
But he has one defect:He can think.

Bertolt Brecht - A communist German Poet and Dramatist.

Dear Salam Pax


Hi dude,

It's me, one of your Iraqi sisters, and if not sister of Iraq, sister of humanity. Where did you go man? Why did you disappear? I've always believed that u had something u believe in and write about.
U were always confusing me, to see someone in Iraq and in the time of Saddam not being afraid from saying wat's goin on in Iraq .. My beloved country.. Couldn't believe it sometimes that there's an Iraqi speaking Fluent English in Iraq and a GAY! Couldn't really believe it, just thought that u r from one of those fucking rich families in Iraq which means a Ba'athist family. But I paused a while and said to myself: "If he's an Iraqi, it's not impossible to see him speaking different languages & having this intellectual mentality".

Forza Iraq, YuP?!

But now, u r in the States, forgot about Iraq and Iraqis as all Iraqis did before u. And if not forgetting it, crying 4 it, standing and doing nothing, not even blogging for Iraq!

Anyways, as Iraq gave born to u, it will give born to others more intelligent, intellectual, honest, good writers, and useful to Iraq more than u and me.

Not trying to be a drama Queen or overly Patriotic, but Iraq lives, and we die...

Another Fucking new blog!

Another Fucking New Blog? YEAH!
5 Years ago, I discovered my passion of reading Blogs and their comments. But, unfortunately, some media Fuckers didn't leave those lovely bloggers write more for us. The big example is Salam Pax, that confusing Iraqi blogger who kept us waiting his posts; he was the most honest writer in Iraq ever in the time of the war.
Again, the media Fuckers didn't leave our favorite bloggers alone. They gave them good stuff like inviting Pax to the states which is absolutely fantastic for someone who wants to escape from Iraq and its continuous wars. However, they made out of Pax an arrogant person that he lost his addiction of blogging.
Now, we the readers write comments and they never reply back because after we gave them important positions in our lives by reading them and commenting on, now, they r just 2 busy in showing themselves off via mass media. Fuck Media!
So, this is a blog that believes in this communication or chemistry between the blogger and her readers.
Who am I? I'm an Iraqi who lives outside Iraq।I'm 19 years old now. I'm Godless or Atheist, was born as a Shiai and a converted mother (from Shiai to Sunni) I wearied Hijab when I was 13 years old than I took it off because my beliefs have changed. What does really matter to me is to see the Governments of USA, Its allies, Iran, its agents, Arabs, Muslims, and their agents out of my country. FUCK OFF GUYS...